mess

i didn’t mean to make a mess of things.

of my body, of my mind, of my self.

i never planned to fall to my knees

on unfamiliar shower floors

and throw up all my potential

i was at the mercy of a chemical imbalance

a silent infection, a ghostly parasite,

a completely invisible disease

yet here i am all these years later,

still fighting to be understood.



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